Archive for May, 2015

lilithserpentfruit2 Lilith

“Do you enjoy staring at me?
Do you enjoy staring at my breasts?
Would you like to have a taste of this?
Would you like to see a bit more of the rest?

Do you like the things I’m saying?
Do you like that I’m saying them to you?
Are you interested in playing?
Do you want me to do these things to you?

Close the door, turn off the lights
Get close to me, hold to my tights
I’m gonna kiss like no one else had
I’m gonna rip your tongue off…
(and then feed off your guts)

Do you like this baby?
Do you like when I whisper in your ear?
Do you like treating me like a whore rather than a lady?
Would you rather intercourse before I interfere?

Do you like the way the night is going?
Do you like that I’m here with you?
Are you interest in what we’re playing?
Do you need me to do to you these things too?

Close the door, turn off the lights
Get close to me, hold to my tights
I’m gonna kiss like no one else had
I’m gonna devour your mouth and rip your tongue off…
(and then feed off your guts)
Yes, I’m gonna fuck your brains out
And then rip out your scr—m…

I’m gonna bathe in your blood
You can keep your cum inside your —-
Sorry to come out so bold
But I’m so sick of this bullshit…

I’m gonna shove them apples down your goddamn throat
(till you choke)
Just like Eve did with Adam
I’m gonna show you how a woman turns a boy into a man!

So close the door, turn off the lights
Get close to me, hold to my tights
I’m gonna kiss like no one else had
I’m gonna rip your tongue off and then your fucking head!”

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gothgirlallblack Shade & Shelter

Do you like something broken?
Everyone’s looking for something fixed
Do you like someone who’s outspoken?
Or someone who will eat up your shit?

I’m not that ugly
I’ve been touched in ways that would make me sick
Guess I’m not that monstrous looking
I’ve been desired in ways I would just walk out and leave.

I’m your shade
If you need something to hide you from the sun
Would you be my shade?
If I need to hide, would you be the one?

Are you looking for something real?
Everyone’s looking for something to be pleased
Do you want to face the real deal?
Or do want someone to keep on a leash?

I’m not that stupid
I could pick your mind apart and burn it in my heart
Guess I’m not that blindly naïve
I know how to give a broken engine a forceful start.

I’m your shelter
If you need something to hide you from it all
Would you be my shelter?
If I need to hide, would you answer my call?

Do you know how to walk in the park carrying a bright wide smile?
Do you know how to scream when it hurts so much you wish to die?
Do you know how to let go of the things holding you down and still?
Do you know how to love someone so much that for them you’d kill?

From a point of view of a woman.
dancingsnowglobe2

Spherical Confinement

Call him Mr. Freeze
For his hands have frozen me
Shelving me like an ice statue
In his crystal clear snow globe.

I’m his tiny porcelain ballerina
Restrained in this spherical confinement.

He stares in any time he can
Holds onto my miniature world
Shaking it unduly up and down
As glitter and dust fall all over me.

He turns the key to the very end
Watching me dance to his euphonious tune.

So turn me around and turn me in
I’m not sure where it’d end but where it begins.

Place me right on the desk in your office
Or hide me somewhere in your private room
While your assistant is serving you coffee
Or when your wife is dusting with her broom.

I’m his tiny porcelain ballerina
Restrained in this spherical confinement.

He turns the key to the very end
Watching me dance to his euphonious tune.

So turn me around and turn me in
I’m not sure where it’d end but where it begins.

Hammer Fault

There’s always a battle
A conflict of some kind
And when you think it is over
You make one in your mind.

There’s always history
A past that can’t be undone
You live in this misery
Taking hold of your heart and your bones.

All the science and psychology
Of this world can’t give the remedy
Neither all the knowledge nor the words spoken
All the religion or theology
Of this planet won’t fix the reality
Neither the powers to be nor your hallucination.

There’s always a speck
Something to stare at
And when you think it is okay
You then make a start.

There’s always memory
A ghost that still lurks inside
You strive in this agony
Taking hold of your spirit and your mind.

You can run or look the other way
But when least expected it will stab at your back the knife in
So either be in notion of the words to say
Or let this motion rise from the depth and watch the flames begin.

This poem is from the perspective of a woman.

silhouette_love

Secret Lovers

Do you remember how my innocence used to play its part at this game?
Do you remember how my ignorance used to play this part so perfectly?
Can I ask you; do you still use your sweet swirling words In order to tame?
Can I ask you; have your word play tricks worked as well for you recently?

Your love is an enigma
And your rejection semantic
Leaving in an stigma
In what I thought is romantic.

Do you remember how you used to put your little soldiers back in line?
Do you remember how naïve I was back then when I didn’t understand?
Can I ask you; do you still secretly use a technique that webs into my mind?
Can I ask you; do still rely on your cards tricks when things go out of hand?

Your love is conundrum
And your rejection a paradox
Beating on like a drum
Buried inside this little box.

Do you still love the taste of young woman’s tongue?
Or are you still in search for a softer, silkier skin?
You used to kiss me in ways that you would make my whole mouth numb
And you didn’t care about the dangers of being seen.

Your love is an ambiguity
And your rejection is stoic
Feeding up the curiosity
Making it feel almost euphoric.

This is dedicated to some people I know. It’s self explanatory.

The Pattern

Come love me
Don’t ignore me
I need much more
Than anyone could
Come suffocate me
I can’t stand you.

Love me, love me
Hear me, hear me
I hurt and I scream
And I love and I hate
And I fuck things up
But if you come closer
Maybe, just maybe
No, just forget about it
This is fucked up!
Just go away!
Why are you leaving?
Fucking betrayer!

I’ll come to love you
I’m here to help you
Take care of you
But come one listen
Why are you ignoring?
Go fuck yourself!

My heart is broken
My heart loves you
I could never harm you
I wish that I could
Don’t ever mind that
I was just kidding
Why are you laughing?
You think I’m a joke?

Go fuck yourself!
Everyone’s the same
Always pretending
I’m here still waiting
For someone to love me
For someone to let me in
Don’t dare to touch me
You’re so disgusting!!!

This is the pattern
It’s not my fault
I didn’t built it
Don’t dare to break it
And say what it’s wrong
This is my comfort
This is my shelter
This is my world, my own!

I Am The (Definition of Insanity)

Fucking cycle goes back in and on again and again and again
Am I still sick? Fuck this! At times it’s like a fucking masochist!

You cannot heal me, try to pacify me
You cannot only distract me from the obvious.

I’m self-aware… fuck this script
I always know the end of this shit.

Fucking going in circles and circles in and out time and time again
Am I addicted? I’m just a dick, trying to fuck myself again for it!

You cannot fix me, try to understand me
You cannot drive me away from what I feel.

I’m self-aware… fuck this script
I always know the end of this shit.

I cannot run away from this circle
It doesn’t matter how much I learn
I cannot get away from this cycle
So watch me again crash and burn.

I am the… loser
I am the… violence
I am the… lonely
I am the… arrogance
I am the… definition…
Of an ego centric asshole
I am the definition…
Of insanity…