Posts Tagged ‘abandoned’

Everything Has Gone Back to Normal

Everything has gone back to normal
And my blood it bleeds red
And how it aches
How it hurts.

Everything has gone back to normal
And my calls are not responded
All in a busy tone
All in a busy tone.

Everything has gone back to normal
And this silence is by my side
Greeting me with open arms
Greeting me again.

Everything has gone back to normal
And I feel like my usual self
So useless, so useless

The white empty space
A wide empty space
Nowhere to escape
I have awoken.

Everything has gone back to normal
The momentary happiness has passed away
Passed away
Passed away.

Everything has gone back to normal
Daydreaming seems so bliss
Like a bad joke
I don’t want to.

The wide empty space
Here in my chest
Here in my head
I was never completed.

Has gone back…
To normal…
Sigh… The End…?



I woke up this morning
There was no one by my side
And all the fire that was burning
Died out inside my mind
I could stay lying down forever
There’s no reason for me get up
When all of the doors are sealed firmly
It’s seems unreasonable for me to try to force them open.

So my advice for today will be
Don’t dream big dreams unless you want to choke upon them one day
This advisor’s day job is over
I quit all my intentions in making this twisted world a better place.

I moved around the house
It has never been as empty as now
There’s only silence, no sound
No hear of a laughter, life nor joy
And all the people living their lives
Sounds pretty selfishly for me
Cause right now it feels as if I have none
So won’t anybody spare a bit love of love?
I need some support, really.

So my plan for today will be
Stay here and wait for the day to go away slowly
It’s not like I have anything more to attempt
I’ve tried it all, all that is left is to let life take care of me conclusively.

The inferno of this world
Has caught into my own
Now I see with their eyes
I wanna watch it all burn
I’m sick and tired as them
Trying to draw a smile across my face
Give me enough drugs to numb these feelings
It’s the only way I could feel God and all of his grace.