Posts Tagged ‘the end’


The sweet, sweet, sound of when I finally come to rest
The shutting of the gap, the mending silence, the end of the test
It doesn’t matter if I failed or if I won anything, anyone over
I just want for all of this, this earth, this aching, this life to be over.

Now can you please turn the last page and conclude this story?
I don’t want to live to regret not dying earlier, to be feel so sorry
For the ones I’d be leaving behind; I swear I tried my best, my all
But I’m so tired of weighting the burden, taking the blame, taking the fall.

Well, if you feel like you’ve wasted your time on me
Thinking about the future and the life we’d built together
Well, let me tell you I’m at the point of no return, at the edge of it
And I don’t feel like starting a new, I just want this to finish.

Well, none of my dreams became true, nothing became a reality
Maybe I sabotaged the outcome by taking life by the horns, trying the steer the wheel… oh well
But if there was something there for me, should I wait eternally?
So why not wait in eternity, resting without burden? Wouldn’t that be perfect? Wouldn’t that be swell?


I’m Dead

I’m dead
It doesn’t matter how you try to fix it
I’m dead
Don’t dare to wonder how it came to this
I’m dead
I wasted my time, never had any chance
I’m dead
I tried so hard, but I miserably failed…
The end.


The closed door will still be locked
Until the key to unlock it is given
That’s for life, for love and for trust
One voice whispers danger
One voice weeps for peace
And the deathless ghosts are dancing,
In my once, secured and covert shelter;
Now my invaded, over-guested head
Their faces are blurry
Their murmuring all mixed up
I hear the cry of the blood letting
And the white noise that tries to conceal it.

Your scoff have brought nothing but risks
Your graffiti signing nothing but slavery
For when in death one needs to grief heavily
And in life one needs to try to move forward
We the fragile but strong
And the proud but humble
Cannot conform with the answers not given
We must fight for the truth to bring light
We must set differences apart and unite for one same goal
To bring down the tyranny that corrupts our very lives, our very hearts and our souls.

Here I am, wandering without a master
Not even sure if I even served my lord
A man who doesn’t have anyone to look up to,
Is a man who has finished his quest, pending incomplete
For he has yet begin to understand the reason that set it off
The mourning grey clouds are trying to tell us something
They’ve been hinting their discontent for quite a while now
So pour clouds, gather as a storm, and drown us
Let us sink, for our sins, are more than what we can respond for
We attempt to protect us, but the nature against us
Has renounce their very same master that we have
Life vs life to bring utter death, suffering and darkness
The end is near, for peace will soon come to consume us all
Can you feel the nails penetrating your flesh, making a prisoner of your own?
Be that you live or that you die; know that you could never, ever be truly alone.

My Duty as an American Citizen

The NSA is storing our conversations
Of our Facebook’s, Twitter’s and smartphones
While Hollywood is feeding us with
Teeny vampire movies and zombie TV shows
If you turn on the radio all you can hear
Are jailbait “singers” grinding and twerking
If you come by to buy a book to read
All they have is pop culture made anthologies.

If you’re straight, you better be afraid
Soon it’ll come a time that would be illegal
In a time when everything you say becomes an offense
Especially for those who want to be treated equal
Expressing yourself in a matter that contradicts the trend
Is saying that you’re against the norms and rules
Of a world that only follows whatever its news
Whatever they feel they can use to increase on their views
They don’t care about how different or similar you are
They really don’t give a shit about your convictions
Red, white or black, the time will come when
This society will still beat up without caring
The language you talk or the color of your skin
This new “unification” is another way of extinction
They want to gather us all together so they can get rid of us easily
Talk about respect of culture as they bomb another country
Is about moral values, is it about oil, about empowering?
Who the fuck cares when innocent lives are being taken
They built another temple in here for you to praise your God
While bringing them down in the places you came from
They recognize your religion while disagreeing in agreeing
That they will follow it or you in any way or form
So is this a joke of any kind? I wonder
How can something be completely incomplete
And still say it’s the very same thing we believe in?
Try to be Middle Eastern in an American airport and still wearing shoes
I am an American citizen but my ancestors were all slaughtered
And now we drink their cokes and eat in their McDonald’s
I’m not criticizing the way of life, I am criticizing the government
Racism is as to euphemism as it has been risen a new term for phobia
Afraid I am not? Not of you or anyone else
But don’t touch my plate while I’m trying to eat from it.

Come take a side, and have a stand
Most comments come from people who simply don’t understand
So grab your beer, and smoke from your bong
Most people, they don’t know when are these problems began taking form
Close-minded scientist and fanatic religious group alike
They seem to forget what’s to be one’s own, how’s to be like…
Not as another, but as oneself
That’s why they try to force you to be like they are themselves.

The age of Pisces has ended, now were in Aquarius’
The passing of believers, the ascent of the Leviathan followers
So the sons of the homunculi have come to their thrones
As it was written in books and foretold a long time ago
I have carved the sign of sight on my forehead
And given my children to the feeder, Moloch
We will watch the rise of the phoenix, the call of the beast
Let the Harlot and all of her lovers dance forward
Put a price for my soul, for I am starving
Need more of the lust, need more distracting
I need more doses of blinding numbness times ten
Oh, my Universe, that’s my duty as an American citizen.

The Bend
Back and forth
Downward and backwards
Evil creates
Evil rejects
I am poison to your lies
I am poison, the evidence
In this deranged world
Where pretty things are
The things that are chosen
To be raped and strangled
My one eye sees
My one eye speaks
I know I’ll lose
I know I’ll burn
But my truth will glow
Like the sun; your phoenix.
I sold my soul
For the knowledge
Gave my future
For the one truth
Now I have to pay the price
For having danced with snakes
I know you all serve the devil
I know you all are participants
I know the master plan
It isn’t a secret anymore
And you know it
That’s why you laugh
And slit my throat in public
Cause you know nobody cares…
What’s right or wrong anymore.
Oh Baal Zebub
Fallen Angel
The Most Beautiful
Prince of Air
Gatherer of Legions
The Leviathan
The Great Architect
Designer of Homunculus
Moloch and his son Molech
The Beast and Baphomet
Sapphire and Lucifer
The Satyr and Satan
The serpent biting the ankle
Father of us all, we, your children
We ate the fruit cause you told us to
We read the Book of the Law cause we wanted to know the secrets of science and life…
Eliphas Levi is still alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So raise your obelisks and your pyramids
Awake the seven headed dragon!!!
For we are the Harlot!
Third eye wide open!!!!


Skeleton hand with a snaky tail
So beautiful and venomous too
They all stare at you and well
They’re all amazed and in love with you.

“It feel from the sky”
So it’s been said
By the people mystified
To the fact you exist
But me, I’ve given blood
As I’ve hid in the shadows
Come out from the wall skin
To paint the town red again.

Veronica, my sweet serpent lover
I’ll travel with you to the end of world
Grab hold of my hand, never let go of it
We’ll walk above water, from death we’ll suffice.

A tattoo on my arm
The legacy of our love
The things we’ve sacrifice
The innocent, the young and the small
Spilled all their blood
To sealed off the pact
Up on that mountain
Where the one and only God stares down and smiles.

Glanced into the window
Stared at the unwanted
One broken promise to sanctity
Until the flesh became part of me
Just like it was meant to be
Another eternity flushed down the toilet
Who wants to live forever anyways?
When I just need of your tease and your kiss.

We’re nature after the garden
Labor with pain and starving
“Come eat from this fruit”
She begged me
“It’s quite what we needed”
She told me
But for you my angel with night wings
I’d eat the whole tree and bite at the hands that molded me.

You can give me
What no other can
A piece of that flesh
A hole quite appealing
You and me, we are two
Born from the same sinful act of convenience
They are us as I am you
Down bellow this heavy surface, still scraping.